hey there.
things have been interesting lately.
let's see, where do i begin?
last friday i started feeling sick. naseous. clammy. tired. just crappy in general.
and then i started to feel better. the weekend was amazing, i will give it that. i went over to my friend's house for a Kentucky Derby party. thennnn, all my friends came over to my house. my parents were having a party too, and they had all their friends over, and my brother had his friends over. so we had like 30 people in our house. haha. we went outside in the backyard. the weather was really, really nice. we had the torches lit and we played cornhole and roasted marshmallows and jumped on the trampoline just had an awesome time. i went on a junk food binge, lmao. i had at least 5 orange crushes, one pepsi, half a cheeseball, 2 slices of derby pie, chips and salsa, 3 brownies, a meatball, and 4 pieces of pizza. YES, I WAS HUNGRY. haha. and then all my friends and my brother's friends played flashlight tag in the street. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. ahhhh, i love staying up late on warm spring nights with friends. it's great. (: then all my friends and my brother's friends spent the night. fun fun funnnn.
sunday was cool. i watched the premiere of David Archuleta on Hannah Montana. it was greatttt (: love you david.

okay, so monday is when things started to go totally crappy.
this week has been arguably the worst week of my life. no joke.
so monday afternoon, after school, i started feeling really naseous again, sorta like i did on friday, only way worse. i laid down for a couple of hours and it sort of went away. i never actually got sick, thank god. then, the same exact thing happened tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and most of yesterday. i didn't go to school half the week because the burning feeling in my stomach was so excruciating i didn't think i could stand up. again, i never actually threw up. it was really weird. but it just sucked, big time, because all i could do was sit inside while it rained and i just watched TV ALL DAY LONG. it made me feel depressed on top of the pain. i didnt eat anything and i lost 10 pounds. my jeans are really loose now. SO, i went to the doctor on wednesday to get a blood test and the results came in yesterday. they said everything was fine. no gallbladder problems, no liver problems, nothing. they said it was just some kind of virus that lasted a week or two and i would be getting over it by now. so they gave me this acid reducing pill or something, and it literally made me feel SO much better. it's kind of like an antibiotic, but not really. it helps the lining on your stomach to heal. sooooo, i feel a lot better now. i'm glad about that. (:

summer is only 4 weeks away now. (:
COME FASTER.

havent updated in a while. haha, like anyone cares/reads my blog. again, i just write in this for fun. (:

hmm, so what's been going on in my life lately?

a lot, to say the least. i finally got this whole VIP ticket thing settled. we're just going to take the easy (but pricey) way out and my mom is going to buy a VIP to supervise us. the funny thing is, the other night i was really upset about it. i didn't know what to do, whether or not i'd just have to refund the things. then, suddenly this person calls and offers my mom $175 just to do a survey. we gladly accepted and now we'll be able to pay for the VIP ticket. (: im so glad it all worked out.

getting to meet and hang out with david and have a private acoustic session with him? totally worth the money. heck, i'd get my legs cut off if it meant i could see him. he means the world to me. (:

IN OTHER NEWS, i bailed out on the whole cheerleading thing. i chickened out/decided i didnt want to do it. i mean, i dont think i would have enjoyed myself anyway. it's too much work. besides, i'm getting a job. i dont want to have to balance cheerleading, job, and schoolwork. it's too much stress. so i just decided to nix that idea. not such a good one anyway.

i stayed home from school today. i felt sick last night and this morning. it wasn't fun. but i'm fine now. this week has gone by really slowly. the juniors and sophomores are testing at my school, so the freshman and seniors all had to go to different classrooms so we didn't interfere with the sophomores and juniors testing. mostly this week has just been sitting in a classroom with a clueless teacher while we play hangman on the board and draw random pictures of druggie giraffes in the ghetto. haha, yeah dont ask. also, we finished watching (and reading) romeo & juliet in english class. the movie was sad, at the end. you can't help but get a little teary, haha. so the week has been pretty fun.

i saw this really weird thing today. i went to the doctor, and i passed my school on the way. there were maybe 30-40 people standing outside on the sidewalk, and they were protesting. they were carrying huge rainbow umbrellas, waving rainbow flags and rainbow kite thingies. and then i realized what it was. yesterday, my school started to not allow gays to go to the bathroom because two girls were caught kissing in a bathroom. so, all the gays in my school (and there's a lot) were standing outside protesting, (and i thought this was a really bad idea o_o) smoking weed! right by the highway! seriously, they can go to jail for that. i'm kinda glad i didn't go to school today. it could have been dangerous/scary. i mean, i think it's awful that the school is banning gays from going to the bathroom. that's totally unfair and really sad that they would do that. so, yeah, just thought i'd mention that.

tomorrow is going to be awesome. i live in Kentucky and every May we celebrate the Kentucky Derby. you've probably heard of it. it's a really famous horse race where people come from all over the world to watch. a lot of celebrities are in my area right now. it's like, a huge deal. and pretty much everyone in the state celebrates it. so tomorrow i'm going to this thing in the morning with my friends where you go and buy breakfast and walk around this little festival thing. and then i'm going to my friend's house for a party. my parents are having a party at our house too, so later i'll be coming back to my house for that party. haha, so yeah i'm going to be busy tomorrow. oh oh oh and hopefully if the weather permits, i'm going to swim in my pool. (: it's all ready to go, i'm just waiting for it to quit raining. ugh, i hate the rain.

OH, AND ONE LAST THING

david james archuleta is going to be on HANNAH MONTANA THIS SUNDAY (:

i've already watched the scenes he is in on youtube, like, 37947290345 times, but i have yet to watch the actual premiere on TV.

he sings a duet with her, and i love the song. it's really catchy and cute, look it up (:

ugh.
fml. ):

yesterday was perfect.
I BOUGHT TWO VIP TICKETS TO THE DAVID ARCHULETA CONCERT.
one for me, one for my friend. i was ecstatic. beyond excited.
we were going to get to meet him.
but today, i realized there was a problem.
both my friend and i are 15.

and you have to have someone 17 or older with you at the meet and greets.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. FML x 2038204347343428340832434.

i'll have you know we forked over a good 200 bucks each to get these tickets.
that's a lot of money.
so what do we do now? i dont have a clue. i havent told my parents yet in fear they will be furious, but i also want to tell them. so they can e-mail this f^$king retarded iloveallaccess.com place and give them a piece of their mind. how were we supposed to know you had to have "adult supervision"? they mention it NOWHERE on their website.

i'm thinking i'll just try to find someone 17 or older that has a vip pass, make fast friends with them, and they pretend to be my "guardian" when we go into the meet and greet/party. that should work.

this also hasn't been totally clarified.
this might just mean you have to have someone 17 or older with you when you "check in" to the meet and greet or whatever, and they don't have to have a ticket.

UGH. THIS JUST SUCKS ALTOGETHER.



on the bright side, today's another beautiful day.
my friend is coming over to teach me the fight song for cheer tryouts. let's see how that goes.

what a beautiful day :]
the weather has been somewhat crappy for the past month or so, but today is absolutely perfect. summer is coming!
there wasnt a cloud in the sky today, it was like a PERFECT shade of blue. and it was around 90 degrees. i LOVE hot hot hottt weather.
soooo, i sat outside by the pool today in shorts and a tank top, reading Entertainment Weekly and drinking a diet mt. dew. it was GREAT. c:
this summer is going to be absolutely amazing :]
i just love summer. pool parties, county fairs, ice cream, vacation to the beach, pulling all nighters, no school, not a care in the world. it's perfection. and also this summer im going to see david twice. i don't know if it can get much better.

heyyyyy there :]

im feeling very confused/frustrated right now. fml. :']

it's about this whole david/demi concert deal. so i found out that you can get this VIP ticket thing for the concert which includes

- a live acoustic session with david (o.o AMAZING)

- a meet & greet party with david (DOUBLE amazing)

- and all these other cool perks like free parking, good seats, etc.

so yeah, that all sounds pretty great, right? RIGHT?

yeah well, each VIP ticket costs 200 flippin' bucks. yeah, thats right.

i havent bought any tickets yet but TOMORROW is the presale and i have no clue what to do. see , im supposed to buy me and my mom tickets, and my friend tickets, and her mom, and another friend, and her cousin, and her sister, YEAHHHHH I KNOW THAT'S ALOT OF TICKETS. o-o;;;

i KNOW i'll be able to pay off the VIP ticket cost because i'll -hopefully- be getting a job this summer that pays about 100 bucks a week. that'll cover the cost for the 3 concerts im planning on going to - two david concerts and one idol concert. UGHHHH THIS IS ALL JUST SO CONFUSING ;___; i want the vips sooooo bad ;_;

at least tomorrows friday.

ive been so busy this past week with homework and all this other crap.

i havent had the time to post or do anything.

not that anyone reads my blog, hahaha. ;D i just love posting here because it's a way to vent/gush/etc.

i hate the rain.
really, i do. its been raining for like the past 2 weeks, and then suddenly it gets all nice and pretty and hot and summer weather and today it's gloomy/rainy/suckish again. ughhhh.
so anyways, yeah. i went to go see 17 Again on friday. it was actually really good. the funny thing is, i've never found zac efron attractive. ever. i always labeled him as the peppy, overly-smiley disney kid. but this movie changed everything. he was actually HOT. like, REALLY HOT. haha. if you havent seen it, you definitely need to go and see it. at first i thought it'd be cheesy and cliche, but i ended up really enjoying it. it was hilarious/sweet/etc. everything you'd want in a movie. so yeah, go see it. :]
haha after the movie we went to baskin robbins and i got ice cream. oh and my friend stephanie kinda dropped hers in the dirt and i couldnt help but laugh. it was just really funny. xDD then kat came over and spent the night. we tried to pull an all nighter, but obv we couldnt do it so we just ended up falling asleep at like 1:30. :DD pathetic.

I GET TO GO THE AMERICAN IDOL TOURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! ! !AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
excuse me while i freak out, mkay? [insert unreasonably high pitched scream here]
THIS IS JUST SO AMAZING ! i didnt think i was going to be able to go and yesterday i found out this bit of information that is nothing short of a miracle.
they're going to indianapolis, september 5th, which is ON A SATURDAY ! that means we can stay the night in a hotel and not have to drive back home from columbus, OH at 4 in the morning on a school night, like we did last time i went to a concert. o_o; YAAAAAY I'M SO HAPPY
and the best part is , HANNAH IS GOING TOOOOO :] ahhhh we're going to have a superfragilisticly awesome spazztastic time. looks like our dreams of touching adam lambert's preeeetty black hair are still aliiiiiive and well. :DD


so other than that fabulous news,
i'm going to see 17 again tonight with my friends.
it's going to be great. plus, today is a REALLY nice day. it's been raining nonstop for like 2 weeks here and FINALLY today the sun is out, not a cloud in the sky. and it's like, 85 degrees. ♥ i LOVE it.


ahhh , im going to sound like such a nerdddyyy kid for saying this but i love romeo and juliet. :] i just love the way it's so poetic and romantic and it's the original love story. pretty much all love stories are based on romeo and juliet in several ways. that's why i love twilight so much - it's like a modern-day version of r&j. with a dangerous twist to it. two people who aren't meant to be together. "this love is difficult... but it's real." reminds me of that lyric. :] btw romeo is freakin hottt in the movie version. o_o kthnxbye.